I can't even lie down on a couch in my own apartment. Why? Because the boxes in the living room, in front of said couches are too heavy for me to move.
I can't even take a shower in my own apartment. Why? Because my dad hasn't hooked our hot water up.
I can't seem to get anything done. Why? Because I just keep moving one pile of shit to another space thus creating another pile of shit.
I can't seem to want to get this done? Why? Because I feel hopeless, helpless and disgraced. :(